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London, Sep 30 (ANI): Madonna never intended to get serious with boyfriend Jesus Luz because of the age gap between them, and wanted it to be a casual fling when they first met, says a pal.

The pop star met the Brazilian in December (08) at a photoshoot for W magazine, in which they posed for a series of provocative shots, weeks before her divorce from filmmaker Guy Ritchie was finalised.

The Material Girl’s biographer Randy Taraborrelli said that her relationship with the 22 year old is so serious that she is even thinking about marrying him in a Kabbalah commitment ceremony within the next few months.

Madonna wasn’t even sure that their union would last when they began dating.

But, when she started to fall in love with the model she feared the public’s reaction to their 29-year age gap.

“When Madonna and Jesus were just dating - back when she thought it was a fling - she was okay with it (the age gap). But when she realised she was starting to have feelings for him, she started to become self-conscious about the relationship. ‘I don’t want my family to think I’m having a midlife crisis,’ she told me. ‘And my friends, too. I don’t want people to think I have lost my mind,’” The Daily Express quoted a friend of the singer’s as telling Britain’s Hello! Magazine.

The pal added: “As her feelings for Jesus intensified, she began to accept that, yes, maybe he was a consequence of a midlife crisis - and so what? Or, as she put it to me, ‘I think I deserve a midlife crisis after all I’ve been through with the divorce from Guy. I deserve to have a good time, too. And I deserve someone hot, like Jesus.” (ANI)