Cancer-stricken Jade Goody upset as shell never have daughterJanuary 12th, 2009 - 6:42 pm ICT by ANI
London, Jan 12 (ANI): Jade Goody has said that because of her cancer surgery, she will never have the daughter she always longed for.
The former Big Brother stars two sons mean everything to her, yet she always hoped to give them a little sister and make the family complete.
However, because of her disease, Goody cant have any more kids.
Knowing Ill never have another baby is heartbreaking. Im a young woman and Ive got two boys who I idolise but I would have loved a little girl, the Mirror quoted Goody, as saying.
Id always felt there was a girl inside me desperately wanting to live because I never got the chance to be a child myself, she added.
When the reality TV star was five, her mum lost an arm and then became addicted to crack leaving young Goody to fend for them both.
I desperately wanted to give birth to that little girl and give her the childhood I never had, Goody said.
I would make sure her hair was brushed at night and I would rip up old sheets to make rag tails. Then wed go shopping and play with dolls.
But that little girl will never live now and that really hurts. It means even if I get better, the effects of this cancer will be with me for ever, she added. (ANI)